"Sometimes it hits like a car crash and its too late to reverse"

Tuesday 10/25:    

     I looked up and saw that he was looking at me. His clear blue eyes stared right into mine. I quickly looked away because I couldn't take it. Words left unsaid lingered in the room.
     The distance between us was like mountains. I wanted so badly to go over there - to climb those mountains, but at the same time I had a tremendous fear of failing. What if I went over there and said what I felt, only to realize he didn't feel the same? What if it didn't work out?

"Life is gonna throw a bunch of crap at you, but all you can do is put it in the past and leave it there."
                          -Mindy Riggins      Friday Night Lights

The only dreams I have worth remembering are about you.

Progress

I've learned to depend more on myself than other people. This is progress.

Why did you come back if you were just going to leave again anyway?

Its only been ten minutes but I have to see you again.

Basically,

I just want you to fall hopelessly in love with me and kiss me until I can't remember my name.

You're as weak as the heart that breaks you

Come back. Be the person I thought you were.

I thought you'd always be mine

You're making it easier and easier to give up on you.

We'll always be between the lines

Brave.

I thought I was doing the brave thing when I said I couldn't see you anymore, but your face still haunts my dreams and I hear your voice when I'm all alone.

Dreams vs. Reality

please get out of my dreams.
if we're not going to be together in real life,
i don't want to be together in my dreams.
that's no way to live. 

I wasn't expecting you

sometimes people take you by surprise