Summer is rapidly coming to a close and I hate that feeling. I want it to last forever. Except that I don't.
I'm at a weird place in my life where I want so many new adventures, yet want things to stay the same. I know I can't have both.
This has been a summer of heartbreak for various reasons. Everyday I feel myself growing more and more nostalgic for a life I've left behind. So many things have happened to me this year and the fact that is coming closer and closer to an end is starting to freak me out a little.
I'm not ready to grow up. College plans have changed and I'll be at home for another year (a.k.a main reason for heartbreak). This situation has its pro's and con's. One day I'm fine with it and the next I hate it.
I guess I wish I could make up my mind.
I just need a little more time for summer. A little more time to be care free.
Truth be told: I don't think I can do it.
Reality has a way of grabbing onto me when I least expect it, but lately I've been expecting it. Its a strange way to live life, always being on the lookout for doom.
I want to stay in summer for a little longer and let the light breezes wash over me some more.
I wish life was as simple as free slurpees and carnival rides.
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