I'll Be Ok

The tequila blurred the edges, your lips on mine

I felt myself moving faster, tasting the liquor

But it was ok

I remember how I said your name

The door closed, the room was dark

We were alone

But it was ok

You were taking off my clothes

But it was ok

I remember the pain, I've got the bruises

I don't remember the rest

And it was ok

But now I'm confused

And embarrassed 

But I'll be ok

I swallow the bitter words on my tongue, trying to give you an apology, but you make it hard to mean what I say

Your hands glide over the keys and I'm mesmerized. You've got so much talent and you're wasting it on me.

Yearning for your soft and gentle embrace. Wanting to look into those blu eyes I've come to love. Itching to feel you on me

You can't keep pushing me to my limit, making me falter and second guess my every move

YOU CAN'T TAME MY HEART

My thoughts are my only company these days. Its easy to wish for better things but sometimes being alone is all you need